Today was the funeral of Antoine and Mathy's daughter Lauren. It was honestly the saddest thing I have ever witnessed. God was woven through every single piece of it, but the grief was incredibly thick and nothing can take it away at this point. They had an open coffin and it was just too small. Not okay. God was there in so many ways, but it was just hard to watch these people I love so dearly in agonizing pain. I am privileged to have them as friends and will keep walking with them. Those are all the words I have right now and I will reflect a bit more in the day. Please keep Antoine and Mathy in your prayers.